If you've had the perseverance to keep checking back for new posts then that is seriously impressive and I'm very grateful to your dedication to reading my ramblings. Or, if you've just so happened to time a random visit here just as I come back from my break, then you are very lucky indeed.
And what better way to return than with a visit to the Erotic Bathhouse for a catch up with the gorgeous Emmy while having a relaxing soak in her warm waters. No, that is not a euphemism. It's just a relief to get out of the bitterly cold weather outdoors and trade it for something much better for the soul.
Speaking of the soul, you might be wondering how mine is doing since my last post, which I'll admit, was a bit out there and all over the place. Or maybe you're not really that bothered... I don't know your life! But since you are here, I'll assume you might care just a little bit.
Either way, thank you very much for stopping by. And an even bigger thank you for the kind words some of you sent me when I announced my little hiatus. I really do appreciate your support. It means the world to me.
Right, so in short, I am doing better now. It's important to take things one day at a time, of course. But doing without a number of self-inflicted worries for the last couple of months has certainly done me some good. For that reason, I have no intention to simply pick back up from where I left off as I know how self-destructive that could be.
First of all, I feel like I'll mostly withdraw from the world of social media. Too much of that is focussed on trying to churn out content to maintain a presence so that followers don't forget about you. Well, its too late for that now since I've not posted anything for 2 months so I'll embrace that pressure having been taken away from me already. That means no more comparing my own performance to others. No more clicking refresh to see if anyone has liked my content. And no more feeling sorry for myself when I see myself getting overlooked for collabs.
For now, I'm just going to focus on what I do here on my blog and ignore all the rest.Which convenient brings me to point two.
I would like to shift my content towards being more about my fun adventures. One of the things that really dragged me down over the last year is how mundane a lot of my time became. I got stuck in a rut and was just going through the motions a lot of the time. I desperately want to get back to my old ways of getting out there and exploring all the wonderful places that people have created. No more just sitting on my ass!
I still want to drop in some sexy and informative blog pieces though. because I feel like I want to use this platform responsibly by trying to spread awareness for some serious matters that I think are important. And just because I enjoy sharing knowledge, especially when it comes to sexy or naughty topics, because that's why we're here, right?
Also, I just find writing to be quite therapeutic. As an introvert, it is my best outlet for things I want to say. Much easier than having to deal with all the social anxiety that comes with actually communicating directly with people.
So yeah, that's kind of where I'm at these days. Of course, all of that is subject to change depending on my mood!
Anyway, back to today, which wasn't truly my return. I did pop back for the grand Halloween party at the end of October because that is always one of the highlights of my year. I'll be sure to post some pictures of that as well as some of my thoughts on the event in the coming days.
I had also hoped to make an appearance at the recent fashion show that was put on by the Bare Bunnies. I did actually manage to get there... just in time for the host to announce the end of the show. I'd had that pencilled into my diary for weeks so it was pretty disappointing to have miss it. Sadly some things just cannot be avoided. I literally only took a handful of photos so there's really not enough there to write a proper post for, so I'll just drop those photos here instead.
And then my proper return came last night This time it was the Nintendo Party which enticed me back. Another event that I'd seen advertised on Twitter and immediately put in my diary.
Thankfully, this time around, I was able to get there in good time and, as with the Halloween Party, I'll post be posting about that in the coming days or whenever I actually have some spare time to get to sorting through all those photos.
So, with all of that covered and out of the way, I really will get to today now.
And as far as being my second proper day back, I must say it was pretty good. As I already mentioned, I had a lovely chat with Emmy. We've know each other for a long time but never really that well. We certainly know each other a lot better now. Even sharing some of our deepest, darkest secrets with each other.
She also reminded me that it is time for me to once again don my Crimbo hat. Apparently, there is also some house rule at the Erotic Bathhouse that I must be naked while wearing it. I'm not convinced that that is a thing but I went a long with it away to show solidarity with her and her nakedness.
In return she got a lot of teasing and flirting from me. I think she loved that and hated that in equal measure. That didn't stop me from feeling a bit mean for getting her so excited but I was quite open that I am a tease who isn't just playing hard to get, but really is hard to get. Also, did I mention that she was the one that made me get naked? So it's was her own fault really.
That said, I'm not so mean that I didn't let her have a little boob to boob snuggle though. I even allowed a little bit of kissing. And yes, she did try to slip me her tongue. That's as much as she was getting though.
However, I wouldn't be surprised if my agent gets a request from her to appear in a raunchy photoshoot soon though. I may have let slip that, although I don't do hook-ups with other women in my personal life, I will 'go gay for pay' in a professional capacity. I fully expect that policy to get abused. Let's see what happens, huh?
I'm sure none of you would be too upset if she got her wish to bury her face between my legs, would you? I know my audience; you're all a bunch of lewd perverts! And I love you for it!
It's good to be back...
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